Ugh. I. Feel. Sick.

Today’s post is short. I have a migraine. This shouldn’t even count a a post… But I had to show you my picture of the day…
I left my house at 7:15 a.m. This is the time I arrived… (see picture) I’m BEAT… And not in a “beat it” kinda way!
Until next time…
Your friendly neighborhood SuperWife.

Add a comment January 22, 2010

Today was a difficult day…

Let me go back to saying that back in December I went to the Doctor for a routine check up. I had one minor complaint/symptom but I didn’t think anything of it. Today I received a letter from my doctor that said the following: “The results of your test require follow-up, please call us for an appointment” and THEN my world ended. Here I am 25 years old and with a letter like this one!

The above picture is a very BRIGHT orange sticker that is the first thing you see when you open the letter. Apparently my test did not result in a dire emergency because I am supposed to go back in a few months… BUT SERIOUSLY?

I chose this picture because it was the theme of today. I was worried, I was anxious, I was petrified. Then I came to terms with myself and I came to terms with my letter. After all it didn’t say that something was horribly wrong… but you  see I have a problem… I DONT EVER GET SICK. I’m supposed to TAKE CARE of people. I take care of my husband, my parents, my patients, etc. If I do go back in (yeah right I AM NOT WAITING THAT LONG!) 3 months and something IS wrong… then what am I supposed to do? How does this put a damper in my 2010 plans?

SO… I was driving home today I thought about the possibilities. I thought about the fact that I am 25 years old. I thought about the fact that I am relatively healthy, the fact that I don’t drink and that I have NEVER done any type of drugs. I thought about the fact that I run away from second-hand smoke. I live a safe life… BUT A VERY HAPPY LIFE. I thought about my faith and I thought about how things are going to be OK… and then just for reassurance… I told my husband (who NEVER WORRIES!) about it… and he told me I had NOTHING to worry about!

I know it’s not fair to talk about this and not tell you what test it was… but… I have to keep that privately… it’s a VERY private test… BUT I can say that I am actually not afraid. If I DO have to wait the 3 months I will wait patiently. I will continue living my wonderful life. I will continue being healthy and just hope and pray that when I do go back… well… I pray that everything will be ok… actually… I KNOW that everything WILL BE OK.

Thanks for listening and if you are the praying kind… send some good thoughts my way.

Until next time…

Your friendly neighborhood SuperWife.

4 comments January 18, 2010